Soon or NOT

http://ezwans.blogspot.com/2010/12/my-home.html

i wish i can have a house like this soon.

Asus or Mac

"I'm not a big impact in your life, i'm just like a wind blowing to your ears"

Wrong Turn

"Why do we have to sacrifice all the good thing that we had, just because of one problem? "

Atilia

Today, for the first time i listen to this song in full version... Before dis i listen from sumone ringtone. Sounds cheeky.

LIRIK LAGU KEKANDA ADINDA – MONOLOQUE & ATILIA

Verse_1
(P) Oh Kekanda jangan irihati, Dinda naik pangkat lagi..
(L) Oh Adinda, Kanda mana dengki, malah Kanda support bini..

Chorus_1:
(P) Jadi Dinda mahu mengambil masa
(L) Tapi Kanda mahu segera,
(P) Dinda ingin berjaya dalam kerjaya,
(L) Tapi Kanda mahu cahaya mata,
(P) Dinda belum bersedia,
(L) Kanda dah beria ria,
(P) Jadi yg mana satu?
(P+L) Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Verse _2:
(L) Oh Adinda, tolong jangan lekas curiga, lekas cemburu buta
(P) Oh Kekanda, Dinda perlu berhati hati ,tak rela dikongsi,

Chorus_2
(L) Kanda kerja overtime, terlebih masa,
(P) Itu yg Dinda harus berwaspada,
(L) Ini semua demi masa depan keluarga,
(P) Dengan Dinda atau sebaliknya?
(L) Kanda kerja malam,
(P) Dinda kerja siang,
(L) Jadi bila nak bertemu?
(P+L)Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Bridge:
(P) Oh adiwira, dewataku, mari ikut cara Dinda!
(L) Oh Tun Teja, intan permata, mari ikut cara Kanda!
(P+L) bagaimana? bagaimana kita nak selesaikannya?
apa keputusannya?

Verse-3
(P) Oh Kekanda mari Nyawa, kita cuba komunikasi!
(L) Oh Adinda mari Sayang, kita cuba toleransi!

Chorus_3
(P+L) Walau kita janji sehidup semati, kita berlainan,
(L) Kanda polar kutub Utara,
(P) Dinda kutub Selatan
(P+L) komunikasi, sikap toleransi! itu yg kita perlu,
(P+L)Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

coda*
(L) Walau kita sering dgn cara masing2,
(P)Kanda yg Perdana,
(L) Dinda yg Utama,
(P)Kanda sgalaNya..
(L) Dindalah Nyawa,
(P+L) kita tetap bahagia bila bersama sama
bahagia bersama,
bersama slamanya,
bahagia slama- lamanya!

rindu dgr sumone nyanyi lagu nie

Define Love

While am googling, i found this and its so lovely... The Kids define what is LOVE means.

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

- Jessica - age 8

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."

- Lauren - age 4

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."

- Tommy - age 6

awwwwwww,so sweet !!

Mosquitoes Racket

Namaskha haram zadey,(bleh? haha)

Juz finish solat subuh and suddenly i was called to jot down sumthin. The "thing" that i try make it as a craps is bout sumthin bout me that ppl saw ON ME !!

As my BFF said: "Ignorance is Bliss...The more u replied back, the more u become among them who are less fortunate. Juz smile back" . . Yeah, i make it as a strong concrete in my life ever since.

Eventually, there is sumthin to break the silence. I HAVE To Reply back. Can't stand no more.

Ok, listen folks. I''ve been in this world is discover by myself,neither from fren nor accidentally. As far i can remember, my fren(str8) chattin wif me one lovely evening on YM chat. He buzz me wif some called and it's "noqs".. Why? he been frens wif plu long before me. And my reaction was like "aper tuh,xpaham" . . . I'm so 20million years late ok.

Than after a few research,i'm become more understand in this kind of language. And i noticed, they used it daily in their life. So since i juz cyberly join in this world, so i try tp applied it in BLOG and close frens.. They so fuckin love it and its a cheerful talk eventhou full wif sarcasm,swearin and etc.. Its like a Bonding Language.

So everytime am wif this kind of "Orang macam kita" around, am totally use dis language. As my intention is juz to cheer-up the air..

But some ppl simply labelled me as "Pondan" "Bapok","Nyah" whnvr used it. . I was like"What the hell ?! " . . I know this "people" always used it, but doesn't mean i'm one of them. Aiyooooo !! Did u guys seeing me become Tranny? Patah-riuk ? . . . .

Pleased everybody = LOSER !!!!

Placenta + Whitening

Sawadee-kha,

Saturday Blues !! Whnvr the wkend come, am out of idea of wat to do. Am so bored or am a boring person??!!. . Yesterday afta back from work, am manage do to sumthin nice for myself after my appetite lost for several days.. Express Cookin !! (4 hari kot xmkn) . . . But Unfortunately , after 5 dishes is ready, start to eat, then i realize my appetite wasn't there yet... (org tua kata, atleast jamah ckit, so jamah laa ckit) then the rest i leave to my bro. . . Biler lah nk bselera balik, sigh !!

In life, i've been facin two same scenario... Twice happen on same reason but different subject !! Thing that u love most but lost it. . . How can i let this thing happen TWICE !! am such a loser.

Okey, bye bye

Entri ke 80

"Kau tempat ku meminta, Kau beri ku bahagia,.........dalam sunyi ku bersujud"

Hye blondie,

Eh, tune ke Bahasa sbb da kena carut dek ummi. Cuba menggunakan bahasa melayu peringkat tertinggi. (maaf, BM SPM dpt 4B jer, so xdpt nk bermadah puitis mcm ur fren tuh ummi). !!!!!!!

Okey (read: Baiklah) seperti yg tertulis di atas sekali. Ia nya lirik lagu Afgan - Pada Mu Ku Bersujud. Lagu Ketuhanan. Ya, saya tahu lagu itu lagu seorg insan yg begitu rendah diri ingin mendekati Allah S.W.T.

But its also (sorry, can't tune the rhythm of bahasa yet) boleh in Intrepretasi (ok, ini aku sendiri eja) ke maksud yg lain. Ok, semua faham? Good.

Bukan mudah untuk bercinta, dan juga bukan senang untuk hilang kan cinta. Betul kan? Tahap kefahaman seseorg itu lain. Nama pun manusia, akal lain, otak pun lain, bdn lain..semua lain tp satu jer diaorg cari, CINTA.

Kalau cinta itu di samakan dgn Nafsu ?? Kalau Cinta = Nafsu, baik cari pelacur@hanak ikan@mak ayam @ whtever.... Xyah susah2 nk jaga hati dan perasaan.. Xpyh penin2 kepala. Xpyh mengiyakan apa pasangan bgtau. Xpyh ikut apa psgn suka dan lupakan ape yg kita suka kerna menjaga hati semata2. "KITA" sacrifice a lot in relationship semata mahukan pasangan suka dan senang bangat sama kita.

Tapi bila pasangan xnmpk semua itu, dan hanya mengerti akan yg nmpk di depan mata, "KITA" xsuka memberitahu semua yg ape yg telah kita korban kan semata2 dia. . Kerana keburukan lagi senang lekat di mata org dr kebaikan... Kita telan simpan ape jua yg ketidaksempurnaan pasangan. Org dah syg kan. Mcm tuh laaa.

Tapi ape yg mengarut marut kat atas tuh, akhirnya satu jer kata putus,Perpisahan. sad ending rite =(

"Life isn't about fair or not towards us, its about the moment u cherish all the time" - Scoot

My Muse: She's Back To Black

Taken from harper bazaar magazine's Falls Collection.... She aint back to black blackie thingy but she's back with her BLACK jewish swingin lady... Hooorayy !! and she aint back to REHAB.

Reality,Realistic,Rubbish

Bonjour' papito,

Now am admit that am kinda facing what girl does when comes the puberty. LOL. Its so TIRING...

confusing? Ok, i give u guys the formula, Puberty = LOVE !! why am sayin dis??... What happen whnvr girl havin menstrual, in pain rite? same goes to Love, it's Hurt. Whnvr the menstrual pain gone, what happen? The girl turn onto women rite? Same goes to love, Its Teach us.. The women now ready to fertilize. when comes to love, its makes The Love grow bigger and bigger everyday....

The cycle that we can't skip eventhou how hard u try to control it.... Life give Us everything live the live to the fullest. Juz don't regret whtevr happen, cause it's comes in reason and good for u. There is no such thing when u'r in bad@teriible thingy, u stick to that. Its Bless in Disguise.

Love,Julzen.

iTouch

Hai peeps.

It's a morning wif chill windy day. My fan is OFF. . Great !!! electric consumption.

All past dis whole week is been a roughy road for me....

But one thing i discover....

Whenvr the big storm comin, the place that can chill that all is on bed. Whnvr the touch of intimacy and love is connected.....

Makin love is not wat i mean but the situation of bein close to each other much more easily understood...

p/s: Listen, whteve am sayin is not a lie. I MEANT IT !!!!

Y.O.U

I look at you looking at me
Feels like a feeling meant to be
And as your body moves with mine
It's like I'm lifted out of time

And time again
Patiently I've waited
For this moment to arrive

CHORUS 1:
After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled me closer
After you go
Will you return to love me
After tonight begins to fade

I feel your touch caressing me
This feeling's all l'll ever need
With every kiss from your sweet lips
It's like I'm drifting out of time

Alone will tell
If you feel the way I feel
When I look in your eyes

CHORUS 2:
After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled me closer
After you go
Will you return to love me
After the night becomes the day

Time
And time and time again
So patiently I've waited
For this moment to arrive

CHORUS 3:
After tonight
Will you remember
How sweet and tenderly
You reached for me
And pulled me closer
After you go
Baby will you return to love me
After the night becomes the day

After tonight begins to fade

mariah carey - after tonight

The Finest Moment

Merci to all peeps,

As i concern (tinktong) and u guys i dunno, this week is my befday week !!

Y am not so eager and joyful bout my befday ?? of cos it's related from my previous post.

Ppl said am should be happy cause am now a quarter century age man !!

And alrdy noticed my body, soul and mind differ from am was 19-23 yrs old.

And a lot of ppl sayin, age is juz a number. For me, the number of age makes us think and realize what we were done previously and rethink back, its a point of awareness !!

ciao

So You A BITCH ?? *twitching eye

Hye Yo' to yall peeps,

Attending Open House: Done (not even all attended)

Do An Open House : DONEEEEE !!! *fuckin exhausted

Ended The War : Done (almost)

Realizing I'm OLD : Juz DONE *take wudhuk.................

Oh wat a stressful weak (week) . . . of my previous post, am stated , do ignore the ur PAST LIFE OF LOVE aite??......in dis new case, how bout the guy u hate the most and ur past mistake suddenly show up at ur house??? . . . . . . .

I WOULD KILL MYSELF as if the Qoran say its not WRONG !!

Urghh, meets only once but am overeact too much ~pfft

demm.... (*guna tone suara maya karin* Julzenn, lupakan yang lama )

The Confessions of Loserholic

Hai peeps,

wake up in da mornin feelin like a beggars,pickup a anonymous call and shut it down !! dem. . My boring morning started with a skizo style. Many of anonymous and unneeded call comin in. Urghh !! miss the chances to meet my dad before he's leavin back home in kelantan.

Problems ! evybody does facin that. who like it rite?. . . OK, tell me what is the biggest problem on earth?. . . cars wont start? money problem, debt etc? workplace prob?. . . None of that can beat a Stupid-Bullshit-Love problems. Its Gigantic problem of all ~hail to that

and one more, my facebook is now GONE for goods.

ciao!

It's SQUEEZINGGG

Hai peps,

i've been out from blog world for a while cause give a break to my jobs to be done, Puasa (Fasting) and Eidul-Fitri....... and now buzy attending open houses and also a party!

Now am realized that my body and soul always want to be there for sumone, say yes for all da invitation,tryin be nice to all of them.....soon, i realize that i can't fulfilled all the people needs...

I'm a theorytically handicaped and practically a loser!

Julzen

Back At One

Morning peeps,

Before i went back to sleep and wake up for "sahur", am on9 and fb-ing.

Juz get back celebrating my fren befday, kak amy along with others at kopitiam. Nice cake, orked!

Okey, had u guys been bothered by ur past life (i mean ur ex signaficant other).

while u guys happy with ur current others, suddenly this "past time ex" hits u by askin bout u thru sumone else or directly with u.

my Advice: IGNORE it if u love ur current others. thats juz a BULLSHIT !! kepish??.....

Love u , Baby E!

Dates

Salam,

Now we're in Ramadhan month 1430 H....

So i wish u guys happy fasting in dis holy month.

As-solatu taraweh jangan lupa.

Linear

Hai, from now on, maybe the post will be slightly shorter than before. *cross finger

did u guys went to sub-urban area like ur village, and do taste the foods there rite. Its not that u wish to had a fish & chips or whtever bizarre there rite.

But in this metropolitan city-just turned to 2nd world class country ,must be litta be weird or more....

here's the example: When u went to PAvillion, after do a lot of High-Brands shopping, whr do u guys chilled to had a drinks )if u do so in Pavi) ?? Must be sumwhr High-class cafe aite such as Starbucks , Coffea Beans and etc. Its like a big connection btween the fashion house and the cafe.

Why can we lepak at kopitiam with ur High-brand paper bag?

If u girls@guys is one of the members, u guys juz a SHOW-OFF Drama Queen!!

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Khmer

A litta' bit of sneakpeak of where i'm going dis 4th April

Totally Can't Wait for this Ultimate Vacations.....whooooww!!!

XOXO Julzen

The Biggest Lost In World !!

R.I.P Alexander McQueen

I heart your piece of artworks ! Love ya

xoxoxo Julzen Glee

Words !!

Yesterday, i was in big fight wif my significant other . . Luckily i manage to cool thing down !! phew ~

Past is Past !! Tday i saw dis quote from sumone Fb stats !! its say

"Orang Yang Pekerti akan berkata-kata Benar , bukan MemBenarkan kata-katanya ! "

or in English (i try),

" A Honest Person will say only the truth, not from a lie become truth !"

Well Said . . . . .

xaxaxa Julzen Hayashi

Gaga Got No Halo !!!

Hai Peeps,

Right before i'm blogging, i was rolling on bed browsing thru wat happen lately in dis world we called earth. Out of blue, regarding the sauna temperature in my room, Global Warming are on google search column !!

Since year 2000, Ice in arctic shrinking@or melting to 45% because of the rapid increasing of world temperature !! In my head calculating wat happen in 2020 or 2050 ?? They said, there will other place or country will facin dis freezing under madness temperature soon, so Antarctic will changes the place soon ! Let us juz hope that South Pole will around u guys so no hassle for Santa to delivering presents . . . HAHA! or its would be North Pole? LIC.

Last week was amazing! i had chance to be part one of the Dahteenz groups went to holiday at Malacca ! Even its juz 2days 1Nite, its really fuckin satisfied !! as i need it so much . . .!! So Guys, I really2 had fun. Envy me plz! i know u do! xoxoxo....LOL

Now i'm in L.O.V.E . . .. hurm, its doesnt seems right like Eiffel,I'm In Love !! So to make it sounds more rhythm or erogamik(idk),i try dis. Kuala Lumpur, I'm In Love !!!!!!~ wink

Your cupid,

Julzen Hayashi